Maybe I should take a chance
Maybe I will try
Maybe l’ll walk up to her
Tell her she’s caught my eye

Maybe I should take leap
Just shut my eyes and pray
That she’ll look upon my words
Shyly and sweetly say

That she feels the same way too
And she’s been watching me
Hoping, wondering if someday
Id pick up the nerve and see

If she felt the way I do
And wouldn’t it be nice
To go out for a date or two
Just need to break the ice

But she wandered past again
I’ve missed my chance to say
It’s probably for the best, in truth
I’ll try another day


I’d like to say a few short words
About my dear old mum
You friends who gather to reflect
With father, daughter, son
I’d tell you how she love to joke
And talk about the past
How she liked to have a smoke
And sup wine from her glass
How she like to give out cards
She made with her fair hand
How she’d always help a friend
If things should go off plan
And how she’d love it when her kids
Would call to say ‘hello’
But “Please avoid the Archers
When they’re on the radio”
I’d tell you how we loved her
And the funny things she’d do
Like how she mixed up all her words
But still make sense to you
I’d tell you how we’ll miss her
Now that she has past
But that we shouldn’t cry to much
She’s found her peace at last
There no more pain for her to feel
She’ll look down from above
And know that we will always be
Forever filled with love

life is hard

You know

Life is hard enough to get through

Living every day alone

Staring at the the 4 walls

Of a sad and empty home

I’m not sure how to deal with

Having nothing left do

I doubt that you experience

That emptiness,,,do you?

How do people meet

And greet

And get to know each other,

When all i have is these four walls

No friend,

No pal

No lover.

You know

Life is hard enough to get through

With all the anger and the hate

Its really tough to deal with

Without feeling in this state

I used to have a friend

Or two

I used to have a life

I used to have

A pal

A girl

She said she’d be my wife

But now i just have these four walls

And I’m not sure what to do

I’d talk to someone


I’d even talk to you

I show a mask of happiness

That hides the pain so deep

Pretend I’m doing.. “A’OK”

Then cry myself to sleep

Ill spend whole days

Not say a word

To any living soul

Ill go out about my daily chores

No heart left, just a hole

But life it too damn hard to get through

When all you feel is pain

But you know


I’ll get up

And do it all again.


Tomorrow is another day

Tomorrow maybe bright

Tomorrow may bring circumstance

And all will be alright

So yeah lifes tough to get through

And yeah it makes me blue

But i go each day

Just hoping that

Tomorrow ill meet you.




I don’t believe in anger

I don’t believe in lies

I don’t believe that anyone

Could ignore a child’s cries


I don’t believe that people

Could  hurt you just for fun

There has to be reason

To fight back with a gun


I don’t believe that love

Is stupid, too much fuss

I don’t believe that lonieness

Is all that’s left for us


I don’t believe in any God

That gives a man a bomb

Just to kill his brother

Who reads a different tome


I don’t believe my sister

Is the colour of her skin

The beauty in her smile, her eyes

Is from her soul within


I don’t believe in apathy

I don’t believe in pain

I don’t believe the hungry

Should be abandoned in the rain


I don’t believe the helpless

Have nothing left to give

A chance is all they’re begging for

To earn, to learn, to live


An yet I still believe

There’s so much left to see

That life can be remarkable

And surely you’ll agree


What drives me on

Each day that comes

Each time that I feel blue

Above all else

In truth I’ll say

I still






A Secret Love

Secret sighs
Enchanting eyes
My secret crush
A hidden rush
Impassioned grasp
A lovers gasp
Your  soft caress
Lust to repress
A drawn out kiss
A secret wish
My heartbeat skips
To taste your lips
Your longing sigh
I brush your thigh
We dare not speak
I kiss your cheek
A rush of blood
A secret love
Until next chance
Ill steal a glance
And dream once more of you


my fear

I used to say prayers
In the dark of the night
To push back the tears, anxiety and fright
I used to see shadows
that danced the gloom
They hunted my thoughts
in the dark of my room
The thought of tomorrow
Would fill me with dread
Things not yet happened
Would mess with my head
I’d smile as friends passed me
Make out all was well
And inside there’s torture
My own personal hell

But that isn’t me anymore


when you say you gave it all you had you know that isn’t true
To spend your time looking for help, but that was only you
you never gave us both a chance to figure out our woes
a problem for the two of us? then two of us should know
i never knew how much you hurt, i didn’t see the signs
but that’s no reason to give up or cross the sacred line
you never gave us both a chance you never let me try
ill always wonder in my heart, the real reason why

when i

When i lay next to you sleeping
when i hold you close to me
when i hold you tight, safekeeping
my love will always be

thats when i know that im alive

When you call my name with laughter
when you hold my hand so tight
when you tell me ever after
you be there every night

thats when i know that im alive

But ever since you passing
since the cold took hold inside
the darkeness ever lasting
the fear i cannot hide

How i wish i were alive