solemly

patiently i read the stories tell of places never seen
adventures casts on common trails where i have never been
solemnly i wonder if there’s something i should say
i watch the world move all around the places that i stay
i never understand if i should go and see who’s there
afraid ill end at the bar alone with vacant stare
i wonder if i said or did something to mark my soul
to be left broken on the ground and never be made whole
ill do my best to be the person that i want to be
and hope that somewhere there’s a happy ending just for me

life is hard

You know

Life is hard enough to get through

Living every day alone

Staring at the the 4 walls

Of a sad and empty home

I’m not sure how to deal with

Having nothing left do

I doubt that you experience

That emptiness,,,do you?

How do people meet

And greet

And get to know each other,

When all i have is these four walls

No friend,

No pal

No lover.

You know

Life is hard enough to get through

With all the anger and the hate

Its really tough to deal with

Without feeling in this state

I used to have a friend

Or two

I used to have a life

I used to have

A pal

A girl

She said she’d be my wife

But now i just have these four walls

And I’m not sure what to do

I’d talk to someone

Anyone

I’d even talk to you

I show a mask of happiness

That hides the pain so deep

Pretend I’m doing.. “A’OK”

Then cry myself to sleep

Ill spend whole days

Not say a word

To any living soul

Ill go out about my daily chores

No heart left, just a hole

But life it too damn hard to get through

When all you feel is pain

But you know

Tomorrow

I’ll get up

And do it all again.

Because….

Tomorrow is another day

Tomorrow maybe bright

Tomorrow may bring circumstance

And all will be alright

So yeah lifes tough to get through

And yeah it makes me blue

But i go each day

Just hoping that

Tomorrow ill meet you.

#peace

 

Someday

I’m fighting just to stay alive

To beat the anger deep

I’m struggling just to make it through

The night with any sleep

Deep down I hate what you have done

The way you make me feel

Betrayal came so easily

Was any of it real

I know that soon I’ll beat the anger

I’ll find an inner peace

Until that day I’ll say adieu

And find a new  release

I’m gonna find a better life

I’m gonna find a way

Ill clear my head of doubt and fear

And live to see the day.

 

Stay classy