When i lay next to you sleeping
when i hold you close to me
when i hold you tight, safekeeping
my love will always be

thats when i know that im alive

When you call my name with laughter
when you hold my hand so tight
when you tell me ever after
you be there every night

thats when i know that im alive

But ever since you passing
since the cold took hold inside
the darkeness ever lasting
the fear i cannot hide

How i wish i were alive