gone

I thought we had a future

I thought we had  a life

Looked forward to a family

I hoped you’d be my wife

I thought we’d make more memories

I hoped we’d see the world

I planned to stand beside you

And help your dreams unfurl

My part it seems is over

Our partnership at end
I love you now and always

I hope that we’ll stay friends

broken dream

Paper houses

Broken dreams

Lost horizons

Tattered seams

Wonder where

The time all went

Now broken hearts

All passion spent

Hoping for

Just one more chance

To find love

And join the dance

best friend

Trying to remember

The way it used to be

It seems the laughter and the love has gone

My best friends lost to me


I miss the conversationĀ 

I wish we still time

I long to have the chance to say

Whats really on my mind


The truth is that you helped me

Deal with all lifes pain

When the day got way too much

You eased my addled brain


You simple sat a listened

Supported me in life

Your presence eased the daily grind

You words they  eased my strife


So whilst i miss my partner

The memories that we shared

I miss my best friend most of all

I miss that one who cared

since you went

Every day is duller

Since you went away

Each colour since

Has lost its hue

Bright colours dull and grey


Every pain is sharper

Since you left my side

Emotions churn

Deep in my soul

Tears well up, hard to hide


Every hour’s longer

Since last i saw your face

I search in vain

For meaning

But its you i cant replace


Every evenings darker

Since last i held you tight

I struggle

With the memories

Of your sleeps breath every night


Every verse is harder

Since we’ve been apart

I hope that as

Each day goes by

Time may yet heal my heart

love loss

I thought we had a future

I thought we had  a life

Looked forward to a family

I hoped you’d be my wife

I thought we’d make more memories

I hoped we’d see the world

I planned to stand beside you

And help your dreams unfurl

My part it seems is over

Our partnership at end
I love you now and always

I hope you’ll stay my friend

Voices

Listen to your heart,

Don’t do what others do

When you make a choice in life

Make sure its right for you

Listen to your voice

The one inside your soul

Be one with all you actions

Make sure they make you whole

False prophets will distract you

Wil play upon you fears

Make choices that fulfil you

Avoid their jealous tears

Remember why you started

This journey that you’re on

Try to stay true to you path

Before this chance is gone

solitude

I can feel the silence

Closing in on me

I can feel the heartache

The pain you cannot see

Solitude is closing

Shutting down my brain

Silent days are closing in

Smother me in pain

Trying to remember

The way it used to be

On my own i wonder

If its really me

Your Voice

Even on my darkest days
When naught but pain exists
The noise I hear inside my head
The torment it persists
When I feel the hopelessness
And struggle for safe choice
I’ll always fell the clam descend
The sound of your sweet voice

Your presence lights my heart’s desire
Your touch it calms the fire
You bring the peace into my world
The choices seem less dire
And even though you’re far away
And may not thing of me
Know now that you’ll always have
The power to set me Free

walls

Walls that hold the tide back

That hide my face and fear

Walls that keep the world out

And stop you getting near

Walls the make me feel safe

But break my spirit too

Walls that steal my freedom

And keep me far from you

My one true love

I would bring you flowers
Weave daisy’s in your hair
I’d write a simple love note
That would tell how much I care
I’d love to gently hold your hand
And whisper in your ear
I’d softly kiss you on your neck
Carress away your fear
I’d listen to your heart’s desire
Support the things you do
Attentive to your every need
My one true love be true.